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August 30, 2010
Monday, August 30th, 2010Yesterday, I put a pot roast and potatoes into a crock pot along with some carrots, onion, mushrooms, spices and it was delicious. Since I cooked enough for six and I’m only one guy, it’s heating up again this afternoon and I must say I just absolutely adore the smells wafting through the house from the kitchen. Although it’s early afternoon and I won’t sit down to eat for another couple of hours, it’s got my taste buds working hard already.
As I sit here, I’m looking out my studio double-wide window at a lovely day. The morning started out cool and cloudy and I, for one, am grateful as can be for the more moderate temperatures at the last of August. I can go outside and listen to my birds and have a long conversation with Sinatra without wilting the first three minutes. This morning, I spent some time outside with my current novel, a spy thriller by someone I’ve never read before about penetrating the North Korea mysteries. I can’t think of a better way to spend a Monday morning, although there’s a pile of paper on and around my desk awaiting me and making me feel guilty about my worst character defect — procrastination. Must I repeat that procrastination is like masturbation, that in the end, you’re just F***ing yourself?
Speaking of Sinatra, I’ve been watching him closely lately. Last year, to my surprise, he started putting on quite the winter coat while it was still quite warm and sure enough, we had some rather cold spurts. He doesn’t seem to be doing so this year, nor has he begun putting on his winter weight.
I’d really like to do some work in my yard, but I also suppose that’s a luxury I can afford only because I know there’s no way I can physically do it. If I were hale and hearty, I’d dread the yard again this year as I’ve always done in the past.
Recently, I went on a long spurt of movie watching, including a full week of war movies. I love me some war movies, but this time through I was particularly impressed with Ridley Scott’s “Black Hawk Down”. Since then, bored with movies altogether, I’ve been on a reading binge, mostly of the murder mystery genre with a “true crime” non-fiction book, “The Monster of Florence”, thrown in. Having read eight crime novels, I’ve moved on to spies. I fear and gleefully anticipate my own muse.
The Beckapalooza in D.C. over the weekend, Restoring Our Honor, makes me wonder what honor we lost when, but mostly I’ve just been reminded of a risque limerick that ends: she offered her honor/ he honored her offer/ and he was on her and off her the rest of the night. For the life of me, I can’t recall the first two lines and that’s a frustration.
Thespacebaris issticking so I’m calling itquits.
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August 22, 2010
Sunday, August 22nd, 2010Silly man wants me to do his work. What’s the problem? Food bowl full and white bowl has lid up so there’s water. No problem. Sun comes up, moon comes out. No problem. Birds in trees, squirrel runs on fencetop, cool under bush where no one sees me. No problem. Want problem? Scratch my ears. Now stroke my belly. This means scratch my chin. Smooth my fur along back. Problem fixed. Let’s take a nap.
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July 17, 2010
Saturday, July 17th, 2010It’s been gangster movie festival here at St. John’s Infirmary lately.
First, the Godfather trilogy of course; followed by Pesci and DeNiro in Casino with Sharon Stone; then, Goodfellows with that knockout Ray Liotto performance. I branched out with the Coen Brothers’ Millers Crossing, but came right back to the good stuff with Pacino and Depp in Donny Brasco and then Nicholson, DeCaprio and Matt Damon in The Departed. Just when I think I’m out, they keep sucking me back in and Public Enemies found its way into the DVD player.
I’d like to get out of the house and do something. Maybe go to the mall and see Inception for something different. Uhmm. There’s a bit of irony in that sentence, but I can’t quite parse it out. Maybe some reader like RebL will be able to help me with that.
I complained in the last post about what a stick figure I’ve become, but to be honest I just don’t feel like eating in this 100 degree and humid weather we’ve been having. By the way, does this hot weather mean that Al Gore is still fat but that climate studies are maybe just a little right? I keep getting mixed up when I don’t watch Glen Beck every day and need someone with mainstream thinking to help keep me on the straight and narrow.
Read an interesting piece about how the radical right is now interpreting the Constitution in the same way religious fundamentalists treat the text of the New Testament. Who knew John Calhoun would take the place of Elijah in legal thinking? I can’t get over this 10th Amendment talk from the Tea Party folks. I suppose they slept through that whole 1860-1865 week in high school U.S. history. Maybe they had the flu or the dog ate their homework. That’s the ticket, as some SNL guy used to say.
I’m really sorry I missed Lady GaGa in town. No, really. I would have liked to see that show. In fact, I would have liked to be the guy who confirmed her gender up close and personal. I might be a sick old guy, but I’m still a sick old guy. Speaking of newer singing acts, will the fact that Pink fell mean that from now on, it’s after the fall?
June 21, 2010
Monday, June 21st, 2010Summer’s solstice, the longest day and not a beach in sight. Ah, well.
I spent most of the day in bed, either sleeping or playing on the internet.
I’ve been out of the hospital about 2 weeks now, but some times are better for me than others.
I had hopes I could go play a little poker or at least get some gnosh and gossip with the gang Saturday night, but that was not in the cards for me. I had some fluid drained out from around my incisions and it seemed to drain a lot of my energy with it. I got a little of the gnosh and gossip any way, if belated, when Marcy dropped by with some chicken salad and brownies. Congratulations to the newcomers to the poker table who, as I understand it, cleaned the clocks of the old timers. I’m glad to still be in possession of my shirt.
I had some hopes to do some things today, but I had an up and down night with very little “good” sleep, so today was a rest day for me. Now, I’m pinning my hopes on getting to spend an hour at an AA meeting tomorrow because it’s my 15th AA anniversary. I’ve made arrangements for my long-time sponsor to come pick me up and take me to the meeting and I’ll get a little brass medallion with Roman Numeral XV on it. All I really did was not drink and not die for a bunch of consecutive days, but that “don’t die” part seemed dicey a few days last month.
My “belly button” birthday is next month on the 6th and I hope I’ll feel good enough to do a little celebrating then, but that’s too long a timeline for me to contemplate right now.
For a long time, I’ve neglected a couple of thank you notes and I’d like to make up for that. For two months now, my Mom has spent every single day with me. She’s nurtured and cared for me and been my companion. For those same two months, my nights have been spent with Kim, who has fed me, bathed me, cleaned me and my house and my hospital room, monitored my medicines and advocated for me with nurses and sundry when I couldn’t do it for myself. I could not have done this without their support. No idiotic internet blog comment by me can say how integral they have been to my life. I simply would have lost my mind and what little health I’ve still got without them.
Since yesterday was Father’s Day, I’d like to proudly report that both my son Jack and my daughter Rebecca called from their respective homes in New Orleans and Tucson. They are such great people and their calls cheered me up and choked me up with gratitude and love.
I’m sorry that I still seem to be too weak to have much company, but I can see a time when I’m more robust right around the corner. I look forward to seeing familiar faces soon.
Now, go have some pagan ritual, dammit. It’s what I’d do.
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