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		<title>July 17, 2010</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 18 Jul 2010 00:14:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>laocoon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s been gangster movie festival here at St. John&#8217;s Infirmary lately. First, the Godfather trilogy of course; followed by Pesci and DeNiro in Casino with Sharon Stone; then, Goodfellows with that knockout Ray Liotto performance. I branched out with the Coen Brothers&#8217; Millers Crossing, but came right back to the good stuff with Pacino and [...]]]></description>
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<p>It&#8217;s been gangster movie festival here at St. John&#8217;s Infirmary lately.</p>
<p>First, the Godfather trilogy of course; followed by Pesci and DeNiro in Casino with Sharon Stone; then, Goodfellows with that knockout Ray Liotto performance.  I branched out with the Coen Brothers&#8217; Millers Crossing, but came right back to the good stuff with Pacino and Depp in Donny Brasco and then Nicholson, DeCaprio and Matt Damon in The Departed.  Just when I think I&#8217;m out, they keep sucking me back in and Public Enemies found its way into the DVD player.</p>
<p>I&#8217;d like to get out of the house and do something.  Maybe go to the mall and see Inception for something different.  Uhmm.  There&#8217;s a bit of irony in that sentence, but I can&#8217;t quite parse it out.  Maybe some reader like RebL will be able to help me with that.</p>
<p>I complained in the last post about what a stick figure I&#8217;ve become, but to be honest I just don&#8217;t feel like eating in this 100 degree and humid weather we&#8217;ve been having.  By the way, does this hot weather mean that Al Gore is still fat but that climate studies are maybe just a little right?  I keep getting mixed up when I don&#8217;t watch Glen Beck every day and need someone with mainstream thinking to help keep me on the straight and narrow.</p>
<p>Read an interesting piece about how the radical right is now interpreting the Constitution in the same way religious fundamentalists treat the text of the New Testament.   Who knew John Calhoun would take the place of Elijah in legal thinking?  I can&#8217;t get over this 10th Amendment talk from the Tea Party folks.  I suppose they slept through that whole 1860-1865 week in high school U.S. history.  Maybe they had the flu or the dog ate their homework.  That&#8217;s the ticket, as some SNL guy used to say.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m really sorry I missed Lady GaGa in town.  No, really.  I would have liked to see that show.  In fact, I would have liked to be the guy who confirmed her gender up close and personal.  I might be a sick old guy, but I&#8217;m still a sick old guy.  Speaking of newer singing acts, will the fact that Pink fell mean that from now on, it&#8217;s after the fall?</p>
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		<title>June 21, 2010</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 21 Jun 2010 22:12:45 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>laocoon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Summer&#8217;s solstice, the longest day and not a beach in sight. Ah, well. I spent most of the day in bed, either sleeping or playing on the internet. I&#8217;ve been out of the hospital about 2 weeks now, but some times are better for me than others. I had hopes I could go play a [...]]]></description>
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<p>Summer&#8217;s solstice, the longest day and not a beach in sight.  Ah, well.</p>
<p>I spent most of the day in bed, either sleeping or playing on the internet.</p>
<p>I&#8217;ve been out of the hospital about 2 weeks now, but some times are better for me than others.  </p>
<p>I had hopes I could go play a little poker or at least get some gnosh and gossip with the gang Saturday night, but that was not in the cards for me.  I had some fluid drained out from around my incisions and it seemed to drain a lot of my energy with it.  I got a little of the gnosh and gossip any way, if belated, when Marcy dropped by with some chicken salad and brownies.  Congratulations to the newcomers to the poker table who, as I understand it, cleaned the clocks of the old timers.  I&#8217;m glad to still be in possession of my shirt.</p>
<p>I had some hopes to do some things today, but I had an up and down night with very little &#8220;good&#8221; sleep, so today was a rest day for me.  Now, I&#8217;m pinning my hopes on getting to spend an hour at an AA meeting tomorrow because it&#8217;s my 15th AA anniversary.  I&#8217;ve made arrangements for my long-time sponsor to come pick me up and take me to the meeting and I&#8217;ll get a little brass medallion with Roman Numeral XV on it.  All I really did was not drink and not die for a bunch of consecutive days, but that &#8220;don&#8217;t die&#8221; part seemed dicey a few days last month.</p>
<p>My &#8220;belly button&#8221; birthday is next month on the 6th and I hope I&#8217;ll feel good enough to do a little celebrating then, but that&#8217;s too long a timeline for me to contemplate right now.</p>
<p>For a long time, I&#8217;ve neglected a couple of thank you notes and I&#8217;d like to make up for that.  For two months now, my Mom has spent every single day with me.  She&#8217;s nurtured and cared for me and been my companion.  For those same two months, my nights have been spent with Kim, who has fed me, bathed me, cleaned me and my house and my hospital room, monitored my medicines and advocated for me with nurses and sundry when I couldn&#8217;t do it for myself.  I could not have done this without their support.  No idiotic internet blog comment by me can say how integral they have been to my life.  I simply would have lost my mind and what little health I&#8217;ve still got without them.</p>
<p>Since yesterday was Father&#8217;s Day, I&#8217;d like to proudly report that both my son Jack and my daughter Rebecca called from their respective homes in New Orleans and Tucson.  They are such great people and their calls cheered me up and choked me up with gratitude and love.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m sorry that I still seem to be too weak to have much company, but I can see a time when I&#8217;m more robust right around the corner.  I look forward to seeing familiar faces soon.</p>
<p>Now, go have some pagan ritual, dammit.  It&#8217;s what I&#8217;d do.</p>
<p>Blogblah</p>
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		<title>Rosebud</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 17 Jun 2010 02:00:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>laocoon</dc:creator>
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		<title>A Meme Too Far</title>
		<link>http://www.johnrlong.com/2010/06/09/a-meme-too-far/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 09 Jun 2010 12:20:45 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>laocoon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Just want to make a short observation about political reporting. For weeks, the &#8220;meme&#8221; (a sort of made up word I don&#8217;t particularly like, but which is serviceable for this purpose) has been that it&#8217;s an anti-incumbent year and that the Dems, being the incumbents, will have more than the normal share of problems for [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Just want to make a short observation about political reporting.  For weeks, the &#8220;meme&#8221; (a sort of made up word I don&#8217;t particularly like, but which is serviceable for this purpose) has been that it&#8217;s an anti-incumbent year and that the Dems, being the incumbents, will have more than the normal share of problems for a White House in an off-year election.  A Deepwater Horizon of digital ink has been spilled about this idea.</p>
<div id="attachment_1619" class="wp-caption alignright" style="width: 160px"><a href="http://www.johnrlong.com/wp-content/media/2009/02/john1.jpg"><img src="http://www.johnrlong.com/wp-content/media/2009/02/john1-150x150.jpg" alt="" title="john1" width="150" height="150" class="size-thumbnail wp-image-1619" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Vintage RayBans</p></div>
<p>I respectfully dissent.</p>
<p>Look at last night&#8217;s election results without any coloring.</p>
<p>On the East Coast in So. Car., Mrs. Nikki Haley is cruising towards being elected the first woman governor of that state.</p>
<p>In Arkansas, Sen. Blanche Lincoln fought off a stiff male challenge from the left (yes, I intended that).</p>
<p>In Nevada, Sue Lowden and Sharron Angles vied for the right to challenge Majority Leader Harry Reid.</p>
<p>In California, the Republican Party nominated Meg Whitman for Governor and Carley Fiorina to face incumbent U.S. Sen. Barbara Boxer.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m not inclined to make too much of this, except to say I think too little has been made of an election in which so many women have played such a prominent role and been so successful at such a high level.  I&#8217;ll also note that Oklahoma is very likely to have its first woman governor.  With the exception of Sen. Lincoln, all those women are Republicans, which seems counterintuitive on several levels considering the policy stances of that party vis the Democratic Party.</p>
<p>Something is going on that has little to do with incumbency, it seems to me, but it also seems that it may be too difficult for political writers to think and write about.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m going to leave it there and let you guys draw your own conclusions.</p>
<p>Blogblah</p>
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		<title>Home again, home again &#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.johnrlong.com/2010/06/05/home-again-home-again/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 05 Jun 2010 14:01:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>laocoon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m home. I have 24/7 care. I tire very easily, so please give me a little space before you ask to visit. I want to see you and I want to be with you and I won&#8217;t be able to say no or goodbye and it won&#8217;t be good for me. I smoked my last [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://www.johnrlong.com/wp-content/media/2010/05/johnny-smiling.jpg"><img src="http://www.johnrlong.com/wp-content/media/2010/05/johnny-smiling-150x150.jpg" alt="" title="johnny smiling" width="150" height="150" class="alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-2783" /></a>I&#8217;m home.<br />
I have 24/7 care.<br />
I tire very easily, so please give me a little space before you ask to visit.  I want to see you and I want to be with you and I won&#8217;t be able to say no or goodbye and it won&#8217;t be good for me.<br />
I smoked my last cigaret the day before my grand-daughter&#8217;s birthday, May 22, so that her birthday would be my sobriety day for every year for the rest of my life.  Today is 2 weeks.  I feel badly about the relapse between my first night in the ER when I found out I had lung cancer, but it&#8217;s hard to call it quits with a lover you&#8217;ve had every day for 45 years.  Ask Tipper and Al Gore.<br />
Yes, I want a cigaret as I write this.  Insane, I know, but I do.  After my surgery &#8230; think about that, AFTER my surgery &#8230; I was finally allowed to get out of bed and do a little walking.  I went by a little fountain and pond at NE 13th and Lincoln Blvd and spoke to a woman smoking.  She was being treated for MRSA, a drug resistant disease you get in hospitals.  It&#8217;s screwed up.  I wanted a cigaret and moved on.  I walked past a gazebo where people in wheelchairs with saline baggs were smoking.  I wanted a cigaret and moved on.  I was walking through the parking lot between cars, navigating my own bags hanging from a metal hat rack, when I saw a cigaret on the ground.  It was like a Rena Parker cigaret, only one or two puffs smoked and then tossed aside.  I wanted it.  I WANTED IT.  I had to stand there for a moment debating.  It would hurt like the dickens to bend over and pick it up, but I wanted it.  I could smell it.  No one could know.  Just one puff.  I wanted it.<br />
Finally, I walked on.  What if it had been the throw away of a MRSA victim?<br />
That&#8217;s what stopped me.<br />
I want it right now, if was without the MRSA.<br />
I&#8217;m being given pain meds.<br />
Lots of drugs with names that scare the hell out of me.  Names like Percoset and Oxycontin.  In the hospital, I had other scary drugs like Morphine.<br />
I don&#8217;t always think very briskly or in much of a linear fashion when I&#8217;m taking these drugs.<br />
Just as I have to live in a world that contains people who can drink alcohol with less damage than I could, I&#8217;ll now have to live in a world with people who smoke cigarets.  I don&#8217;t see the difference in the addictions except that right now, it seems easier to be sober than it does to be nicotine free.<br />
And I&#8217;m scared one of these scary pain drugs will sneak up on me.  The doctors and nurses and other care givers seem unconcerned and the ones who love me don&#8217;t want to see me hurting.  I don&#8217;t know what to do about it, so I take the drugs when it hurts and I just have to.<br />
I have other things to write to keep people updated, but I just wanted people to read this and know I&#8217;m home, I&#8217;m OK, and if I&#8217;m not in contact it&#8217;s not because I don&#8217;t love you, it&#8217;s because I&#8217;ve got a lot on my plate.  It&#8217;s a big deal to be able to get out of bed and sit up long enough to write just this much.</p>
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